I’ve been writing game reviews since 2014. I’ve done no less than two a month and usually four a month for the bulk of that time. I could take the time to count all of the reviews I’ve written, but suffice it to say that it’s well over 100, which isn’t godlike but is quite respectable, in my opinion. For the better part of the last two years I’ve been writing reviews on an almost weekly basis for a site called Brash Games (BG). To date, I’ve published more than 70 reviews for that site. Sadly today that comes to an end.
In case you are unaware, there has recently been a lot of controversy with the site. Now personally I do not feel a need to voice an opinion on the issue for or against the site. The controversy had nothing to do with me and for once the internet only attacked the site and site owner, not only choosing to leave us many writers alone, but actually going out of their way to defend us. I’ve even had people go out of their way to offer me help with preserving my work. A rare moment of true good for the internet. I have heard multiple versions of the story and afterwards opted to continue writing for the site for the time being. That is until most recently when the site suddenly shut down without any sort of warning. I don’t know when exactly this happened because I found out via a random tweet from a fellow gamer/writer that I follow. This was shocking news to me. The site was shut down and the domain name was for sell. What was even more shocking was that the owner of the site had opted to block all archive sites from saving any of the links. This meant that the more than 70 reviews I had written for BG could no longer be seen anywhere. This was when I finally decided that it was time for a change.
I take my reviewing very seriously. Anyone whose read any of my reviews, whether for AAA or tiny indie, knows that I’m very thorough. I hand write literal pages of notes before typing down a single word. I look at the most minute details of a game including the trophy list and menu scrolling sound effects. For me, the purpose of a review is not to narcissistically tell people whether or not I personally enjoyed a game. It’s to advise people about how the experience of a game will be so they can confidently make an informed purchasing, or not purchasing, decision. The way I grade my reviews is not based on the number of comments or hits I get, but rather by the number of people who read my review and felt that they had the information needed to decide about buying a game with no remorse regardless of their ultimate decision. I have put in literally hundreds of hours reviewing games for that website. So the prospect of all those reviews suddenly vanishing was not ok with me. Now I’m no fool so I have saved Word documents of every review I’ve ever written, even from before BG. But that doesn’t change the fact that my portfolio is cheapened by having all my reviews on my personal blog instead of on an actual website. Not to mention the time it will ultimately take to add all those reviews to my blog, and that’s not even taking into account screenshots. I only began writing reviews for sites like BG because of the “exposure.” Erasing all my links negates that entire purpose. Writing for BG even got my stuff on Metacritic.
If I’m completely honest, I have to admit that I greatly enjoyed my time writing for BG. It’s the best site I’ve ever written reviews for. That’s not to say that it’s the best site around for every reviewer. That’s more a reflection of how many sites I’ve written for that have given me bad experiences. What I really liked about reviewing for BG was that it was very efficient, straight forward, and required me to only talk to one person. There was no annoying group feeds, no multiple team members to go through, and no weird hierarchy for review copy distribution. One person sent me a list of available review copies on a weekly basis. I gave him my top three choices. He sent me the top available choice based on a first come first served basis and I wrote my reviews. I posted them directly to the backend of the site and he took care of publishing them in a timely fashion, finalizing the screenshots, and the oh so annoying SEO work. It was the perfect system for a very busy and very closed off writer like myself.
The quality of review copies was quite good as well. Before I started writing for BG, all I ever got to review was either games I paid for out of pocket or unknown PC indies that no one really cared about. Not to say that there’s anything wrong with indie games in general, but as a reviewer with a lot of experience, you do get to a point where you want to review higher caliber games without having to drop your own cash so a site you don’t make any money writing for can get the glory. At BG I was given games for any platform I wanted. Vita, PS3, PS4, Wii U, and while I don’t have these platforms the option to review XB1, 3DS, and even Switch games at the end was available as well. There were even VR titles available to review. And not just crappy unknown indies. My dream was always to be a game reviewer that got legitimate AAA review copies of titles that people actually cared about. At BG I got to live that dream minus the monetary compensation. I was provided games like Attack on Titan, Berserk and the Band of Hawk, and Romance of the Three Kingdoms XIII. That made me feel valued as a reviewer and proud of myself for having reached that level in the reviewer totem pole. All that is to say that I don’t really have any complaints about my time at Brash Games and I don’t for a second regret having written for the site for all this time.
I am sad to see my time reviewing for BG end, but things have gotten a bit too out of hand for me. The site shut down for starters which was already an automatic deal breaker. But then randomly the site went back up. The problem for me is that for both of these occurrences I was given no warning. There was no email or any sort of notice given. One day I’ve got more than 70 reviews published and the next day poof. Gone with no archived links. Then a couple days later the site is back up again and again no notice. I can’t deal with that level of insecurity. I work too hard and my time is too valuable for me to continue writing content while wondering how much longer said content will exist. So even though the site is for now back up again, I’ve opted to leave. One of the controversies lodged against the site is that writers who leave lose their name credits for the content they’ve written. The site owner did not make a public statement about any of the accusations lodged against him, but did take the time to email the writers at the site about it with an explanation for all the accusations I was aware of. Out of respect for him, I won’t publish his responses, but I will say that assuming the site remains live, I am confident that my reviews will remain published with my name on them. If for whatever reason that ceases to be the case, I have the original Word documents and screenshots for every single review with link and my author name shown to prove it. You can be sure that I will not forgo credit for my hard work and you will see every one of my past reviews published on this blog if need be.
If I’m honest though, this is a much needed sabbatical from reviewing. I was already thinking about taking an indefinite leave of absence from writing game reviews to pursue other projects. Specifically I would like to write a novel that I have been planning for a long time, but couldn’t find the time for when having to do a review, YouTube video, Twitch stream, and blog post on a weekly basis. Currently I am only taking a break from reviewing, but we’ll see if I expand that to other forms of content I currently produce regularly.
What all this means for you is that for the time being there won’t be many reviews from me on here. I still plan on gaming frequently and when a game worth reviewing ends up coming my way, whether I paid for it or not, I’ll be sure to review it right here. But in general there will be a higher frequency of opinion/discussion posts than what has been normal since this particular blog page started. I hope that this isn’t too much of an inconvenience for my readers and if you do really want to see something reviewed feel free to send a copy my way and I’d be happy to take the time to give it the full DJMMT thorough review treatment. I also plan on trying to shorten the length of my blog posts a bit since I’ll be doing much more editorial than I have been in the past. This is not the end of my reviewing career though. I will return in full force in the future. I’ve actually already been contacted to review for other sites, but I plan on taking this vacation and writing for myself without the pressure of deadlines for the first time in a long time.
Thank you all for reading. I hope you understand where I’m coming from. Lastly, thank you to Brash Games, which, archive issues aside, I don’t have any seriously negative feelings about because it was a very enjoyable and productive nearly two years of reviewing games.